I know that no one wants to see me mope all the time, but there's far too many things going on in my life to just stay quiet about my problems. If you are willing to see what's happening and why I'm very slow with things, then it'd be appreciated if you could read on. I promise to be brief. I suppose the first thing to start with is where I am right now. I'm living with loud neighbors and a mentally abusive brother. All year, we've been plagued with loud music, property damage in our building, and even drama concerning a gun in our neighbor's possession. Meanwhile, these neighbors only add fuel to the fire of my already strained relationship with my brother, who never listens to me or shows remorse for the things he's done to me in the past, and continues to give me and my now single father constant strife. Then there's the matter concerning the things I do here on this platform. I'm very passionate about the Mini-Frontiers group, but no matter what I do, it never seems to be